To Love

To Love 

It’s easy to love people who think like me 
It’s easy to love people who are oppressed 
Who are hated by others because of their skin 
Who are hated by others because of who they love
Who are hated because they are poor

Because I want them to know 
that they are loved
Regardless of what their mother said about them
Or what their racist neighbors did to them 
Or corporate America and it’s bullshit 
They. Are. Loved. 

It’s easy for me to love people who don’t hate the people I love. 

I do it because that’s what my God tells me to do 

But He also tells me to love those who hate me 
He tells me that they will know us 
by our Love

To love those who hate my black friends

To love those who hate my gay brother 

To show them what real love truly is. 

It’s so much harder to love them
Then again...
If it was easy... the whole world would already know love 
And I wouldn’t have to remind them to do it 
-b.e.

Don’t mind me…

Just a little note to say 
That one of my poems
Was published today ❤️

This is the first time one of my poems has ever been published and I’m a little overwhelmed. It’s not much but it’s a start. It’s just affirmation that I’m headed in the right direction ❤️

Check it out and many more amazing authors and poets at harnessmagazine.com!

a good red

always appreciate a good red
whether lipstick or wine

a red lip give you power
the gift of confidence wrapped
in a Cupid’s bow

red wine can just sit in a glass
like a boss
the holder of which also then becomes a boss

you can’t erase a good red
it stays behind
glued to the story
a mark of a memory

a moment captured in time
a kiss on a napkin
a collar
a fight on a dress
or the floor

appreciate a good red
for she will never be forgotten

-b.e.

The House My Mother Grew Up In

I remember the smell
I don’t know if it was perfume 
Or just antique furniture 
But it was dust and love mixed into one 

I remember the light streaming through the kitchen windows
Early morning breakfasts
At the nook table in the corner next to the washer. 

My grandfathers garden right outside the back door.
Red painted fencing, large pepper plants
The stairs to the massive basement around the kitchen corner

This was the house my mother grew up in.

A large wood burning stove right in the middle of the living room 
Wood paneling on the walls
That classic White Jesus painting on the hallway wall

A huge bay window with lace curtains in the living room 
I remember a pink carpet but I can’t say for sure.

My sister and I slept on the floor in the family room. 
On blankets and sleeping bags
A large glass display shelf 
With equal amounts of porcelain babies 
And modern model race cars

There was brick somewhere
A large front yard
Maybe a garage but it’s been too long. 

This was the house my mother grew up in. 

Faint memories are all I have left. 
-b.e.

Query

Do you ever think of me? 
Like I think of you? 

It happens randomly 
And then all at once

One minute there’s nothing 
And then a flash 

A memory 
A query 

Are you ok?
Are you happy?
What are you doing right now? 

It’s not longing 
Or love
Just curiosity

You took up so much of my life
You were so important
For such a long time

Until you weren’t. 
And once in a while I just wonder
What you’re doing now 
-b.e.

Snow

Soft lights reflect off the curve of an eye
A gentle snow flake rests on a lash

The steam of a breath
Floating on the wind
The tip of a tiny child’s nose
Lifted towards the sky

The simple innocence of a child watching snow
It’s enough to make you cry

They don’t know the world the way we do
In that moment all they know is joy
All they see is snow

A gift

We walked down the hallway 
around students and lockers
 
I have a gift for you they said
“it’s for Christmas but it’s early”
 
I had a feeling, sinking in my gut
what was once a normal moment
was now about to change
 
They handed me a bracelet
simple, plain, and black
a silver heart locket 
affixed to the back 
 
still rushing through the hallway
almost late for class 
I brushed my fingers over the beads 
as they sat cold in my hands
 
the locket had their mother’s name
etched with a tiny heart
I knew in that very moment 
what this gift was meant to be 
 
I can’t accept this 
its lovely but I can’t 
I know it means so much to you 
but it’s not the same to me
 
They ripped the bracelet from my hand
quickened their step and ran
 
I called their name 
my heart sank
I lost a friend that day 
with just a simple gift
-b.e.