It’s terrifying really,

Knowing that what you want to do

And what you need to do are at odds.

Realizing that what you think you are called to do isn’t really what your passion might be.

Sometimes you just have to find the job that lets you do what you love.

Sometimes it’s the same thing, sometimes it’s not.

Sometimes you struggle with who you really are; outside of a wife

a mother

or a daughter.

I, myself, am a writer; despite my best efforts to prove to myself otherwise.